I am totally in love with Mr. Big. I mean I know sometimes he is a git to Carrie, but she is also a bit of an idiot with him. And really when it is love like that, that kind of inexplicable, totally chemical and insane and crazy love. The love where you aren't always aware that you are in love, you can still spend time without them, but when you are with them it is great. Everything is silly and fun and enjoyable, you have the private jokes, things that only you both talk about, that no one else, even if you tried your hardest, could ever make it feel the same. People do silly things when it is love.
This is one of my favourite pictures, everything I'd love, plus it is by the sea! An we have already established that I love that.
Also I am on the most mental health kick. (with exception of yesterday when I got silly drunk and had a burger and fries) but today I have been awesome. approximately only 1000 calories and Yoga also. I was going to go to the gym, but then I went to Sainsbury's and had to carry stuff home and couldn't be bothered to go out again.
So many parents that I know, met their partners in University. At my age. I cannot possibly imagine getting into a relationship where marriage is on the cards, I mean, obviously you don't always know. But that totally seems mad, at no point am I ready to start thinking about things like that, I can barely get my head around what I am doing next mont regardless of what I am doing for the rest of my life. It is Frightening to think, that my mum was only a few years older than me when she got married, I can't imagine ever growing up! I mean I want all of those things, but I don't to change the person I am to obtain them. Should I have to? Does anyone? I just do not know!
Hmmmm. Too many thoughts, severe procrastination!
xx
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